Petronas Scholar

I have always envy petronas scholars all this while. They receive more allowance, benefits blabla from other sponsored students. Pet dudes also got a high chance of working for Petronas (I mean really really high chance). Working for a big company like petronas is like achieving a dream ... dah aaaa Pet takes care of its workers quite well. Fringe benefits, car loan, study loan, etc,

For instance Mr. S pening kepale sikit gi buat brain scan kat Ampang Puteri, konon migrain aa .. bil sampai beribu ... Petronas baya tuh company lain support Klinik bodo. One of the main reasons why you wanna work with Petronas is you have a chance to work with hot 'amoi's.

WOOHOO! Siap posing lagi.

Petronas Twin Towers???

Gua mau keje ngan Petronas ini macam. But the chance of getting a super cool job like this would probably be close to zero anyways. Daymn.

Professional Blogger

I've been out of the blogging business for almost 3 weeks. Not that I'm busy with my life .. I'm just too damn lazy to write about anything. All day I lay on the couch .. have the tv as my best fren. My job hunting tactics are proving to be fruitful .. which is why I'm not in any mood to write.

My addiction to sleep is ridiculous at the moment. I just can't simply get up from my bed (technically Acai n Fu's sofa) and do things that are more productive. I'm so bored that I don't even hesitate to cook for these 2 dudes. Somehow I became the male housemaid. Cooking, cleaning the house and the dishes, without being asked to do so, is something that I'm not used too. I can live in those dirty conditions no problem .. I've done it through out my life.

Somehow I feel so bored at having nothing to do with my life that I offered my help to people, which seldom happen. Nick did call me a "Selfish Fuck" once, not in an offensive manner .. he was kidding but I knew what he meant. I realize that I think about myself and my own personal interest at all times. I don't think I have put other people's interest above mine ... hmmm. My only alibi is that I did buy a lot of stuff for my family and frens when I went back to M'sia bout 2 years ago.

Maybe it's time for a change. Thinking about my own issues or perhaps a better way of saying it .. not giving a rat's ass about what other people think or feel, has on certain occasions proved to be bad judgment. I almost got punch in the face once, when I was in high school. The dude literally held his fist against my face.

Thank god he didn't .. I was sure I could end up with a broken nose. That incident taught be an unforgettable lesson ... people hate "Selfish Fucks" and they don't like being around these pricks.

I started off wanting to talk about my current state and how I'm thinking of writing blogs for life but ended up writing bout this crap. What a diversion. Haha

Useless Life

At the moment, I'm still juggling between trying to keep up with JPA's demands and getting a job here in the States. Apparently JPA wants it's students to go back home straight after graduation. They expect the students to come home and wait until JPA finds them jobs.

But the thing is a big percentage of JPA scholars will end up finding their own work as JPA's promise of jobs within the government sector is somehow unreliable. Which is why I wanted to find a job over here in the States. Somehow my efforts are fruitless and I spend my days just laying on Acai's couch watching the tv. Nowadays I sleep about 12 hours a day. 8 is the optimum number of hours for a human being, 12 is just nuisance.

I've got nothing better to do with my life at the moment. Hari2 baring je keje. Waiting for an interview. People have been making fun of me, a lot. Diba has called a "Pengganggur yang Berjaya". And Epol keeps on asking me "what have I accomplished today," everyday for that matter. The only thing I have accomplished is ample amount of sleep.

The weird part is I'm not complaining about my situation. I am actually enjoying my life. Bedtime is no more at midnight, I go to bed (technically it's Acai's sofa) at 3 in the morning. I wake up sometime around noon, watch some tv and thenget a couple of hours of sleep in the afternoon. How heavenly my life is. I don't have to worry about homework assignments, projects, lab reports or working at the library anymore. I don't have to worry about a thing, coz all I do is just sleep. SYOOOOKKKKKK GIIILLLLAAAAA.

For those of you who think I'm wasting my life ... well you can go screw yourself coz I'm love my life, every single moment.